CRUCIBLE
Transmission for 2024
Dear Reader;
I have a tradition. Each year in January I receive a transmission speaking to the coming year. This guidance is applicable both to the collective and to each one of us upon our personal journeys.
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In my work as a facilitator of cellular healing, I am honoured to bear witness to the human process of confronting and alchemically transforming the fear-based archetypal patterns which may unconsciously drive our days. So many seek healing or therapeutic support in order to find a resolution to their personal pain, yet once on the journey, discover that it is our willingness to walk toward and through the mirage of our suffering which sets us free.
Once we understand the principle that all experiences hold a teaching, then it makes sense that turning away, denying or numbing what is uncomfortable will only perpetuate the symptom and prolong the process. Often with deep readiness comes an escalation of change, as the old falls away and doors fly open. This phase can be generated by powerful, and sometimes painful events. A sudden illness, the passing of a loved one, the loss of a job or home or simply an inner awakening which shakes us to the core, what matters is that we see things differently, as never before.
This is the precipice of all possibilities, when there is no turning back, and nothing to do but surrender.
From this transmission we learn that the collective is presently at such a turning point. We might refer to this passage as passing through the eye of the needle, a moment in time which demands transformation of us, for nothing else will suffice.
Be comforted by the knowing that whatever challenges you may face personally, every courageous step you take, you take for the All.
Consciousness can be beautifully contagious. Now is our moment. Hold nothing back. The Truth will always prevail.
CRUCIBLE - January 2024 As you die learn to live As you surrender leave the fight All that you lose create anew until the pain of the birth becomes ecstasy once more as the Mother the Mother the Mother Creator calls us Home Every traveller reaches a point upon their journey when it feels as if they can go no further where hope is lost confusion reigns and it all seems too much to bear You have walked the road followed the signs believed a destination would be found You have given everything until there is no more to give While once you were brave now you cannot remember your purpose Where once you were determined now you have forgotten why you ever left home at all It is time to understand such a moment It is a place we have all come to know Your suffering is not without value Indeed all you have lived is exactly your chosen path You have allowed the perfection of a threatening sky you have wailed an angry song thrown yourself into such a beautiful and broken dance You may not even understand that to have reached this point upon your journey you surrendered you trusted you said yes to the winds of the Heavens Carry me Carry me so that wherever I land is Home For it is in this profound moment when the traveller can walk no further that he is confronted by his own untold truths There are so many ways we reach this crucible every one of us in our own perfect time The birthing woman whose pain reaches a point where it is so great she feels she can labour no more is faced with no longer being one person but forever and always two The athlete who feels he can never win the race and despite all his proud discipline he falters and considers giving up dropping to his knees before everyone upon the merciless ground The general who suffers a great loss in battle and is forced to see that he simply cannot win the war as he realizes he must witness the collapse of everything he thought he was fighting for
These are the final moments of an old way of being a way that will never come again These are deaths sure and true And we are to allow ourselves to die through our fear our hopelessness our indecision by the very grief in which it seems we will drown as we feel all and thus to live the very death that will support a complete undoing a disentanglement from everything that has gone before
This moment in time requires the greatest trust and the deepest surrender within our reach To say good-bye to what we have known and instead to greet what is absolutely unknown This is our tipping point our breaking apart to break through when every stalling tactic every avoidance every denial we have ever practised no longer works for us not here not at the end of the road And hear this hear this now it has taken every obstacle every loss every misery every horror to bring us to this place There has been no other road than this one there is no other time than this time there is no other place than here And so wherever you are right now you have arrived Wherever you have come from was where you needed to be And in this allowing you are offered everything every wish every hope every dream Look around dare to see this possibility and you will come to understand the institutions you have built stone by stone over centuries these were created in a natural imbalance precisely so they might fall The religions you have crafted full of beauty yet full of lies were tinder to the spark of Truth so these too may be burned alive The machines you so desired grow fast and cruel before you built to serve and yet destroy watch closely as even though you fear their power even here even these hollow souls aim their weapons at one another playthings of self-destruction until the end game comes as that which was never really alive agrees to die Even our Mother Earth will reach her boiling point and the lava of her peaks the shaking of her core the tears of her gale force winds will wash away her previous incarnation and she will be born anew Nothing will stop her not even the fears and habits of Humankind These are the days This is the time the turning point when structures give way and life collapses inward upon itself until the smoke clears and we open our eyes as if for the first time for the hard crust of matter has dissolved into the mist of wisdom realms where we see with our hearts that everything and everyone always has Been and always will Be as Spirit inhales us all and exhales only One just One at the end of the road In this moment we may feel far from peace yet this is our chosen path We are here are we not? We were born were we not? In the rolling shining lost worlds that return to us we will come to understand even this choice to be born As our attacks implode into ecstasies we will find one another we will find all we feared was lost we will find Creation itself within ourselves and yes we will be ultimately finally home So when next your path leads you to the foot of a great and dark mountain make no effort to climb it but rather simply allow it to be until in its own journey it crumbles into the sea of Love for here we find there is no pain which will not melt no fear which will not dissolve in the fierce, fierce Light of a reborn Creation Every step you have taken has brought you here There was never ever anywhere else to go and so now it is your turn to cease your seeking to die to the old ways to surrender to the promise of the unseen for the crucible takes no prisoners The New Earth is begun much love, Adi
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Excruciating beauty in your words, Adi.