Dear friends;
Happy almost Spring Equinox, the day the Sun will cross the celestial equator, a day it is said one can stand raw eggs on end and they won’t fall over, a day to honour the light and the dark in equal measure. A day to light a fire, say a prayer, prepare to be reborn.
How are you feeling?
As a Sensitive I often experience the effects of energetic intensity, such as sleep disruption, heightened physical sensations, the fluidity of emotional release. I remember so clearly when I learned not to be afraid of my experiences, of the pain and transitions of the physical body, the expressions of memories rising up to be seen. I remember times when I watched as my body would shake in the presence of certain individuals, when accumulated energy would pool in my solar plexus and alert me to ancient memories of powerlessness, when fevers would suddenly arise out of nowhere, breaking down the barriers between dimensions and showing me powerful teachings about my own human vulnerabilities. The path of awakening is not likely to be one of ease.
I have come close to death several times. Known severe physical pain, experienced grave losses. I have loved and nurtured many children; I have faced experiences of devastating self-judgement and defeat. I have felt shame and passionate desire, profound insight and inspiration, utter alienation and complete alignment with the highest Love.
I have been called toward mysteries, over and over again, and still I work, every day, to forgive my own failings and to surrender ever more deeply to my truest Self and capacity to serve.
For years my received transmissions warned that there was a purpose within the call to intense inner processes experienced by some, and that it behoved us to clear our karmic patterning in readiness. They told of a time of widespread planetary fear ahead, a time when we would need our strength and courage. They spoke of encompassing deconstruction, to pave the way for utter rebirth. And now, without a doubt, that time is here.
For the Sensitives, and for all beings, how do we digest these dramatic days? What do we do with our hearts in times of such worry, such division, such strain. How do we stabilize our state, how do we find a root where we can hold on when everything turns upside down from one day to the next? One thing I know for sure: my lifelong love of metaphysical matters and lived energetic experience supports me deeply in these times. I am profoundly grateful for all I have learned, all that has been given me, and I wish more than anything this same awareness could uplift all the world.
It is no accident that our capacity to connect and communicate, to be in unhampered physical closeness with other souls, has been profoundly contracted over the past two years. But there is no karmic experience which does not carry within it the power to catalyze deep change, and this acute experience of dualistic separation has been no exception. We are poised for a powerful return and awakening to a boundary-less state, for no mandates can stop our willingness to rise and live beyond the physical. The etheric knows no with-held permissions, no boundaries, no borders, no walls.
Please receive the offering of the words of the transmission below. They hold a frequency, a language, and you may find this frequency supports you. Allow it into your heart, allow it into your emotional state, your field. If any words touch your heart, speak them aloud. I’d love to hear what you experience.
I wish you all the beauty of a foggy, early Spring day.
much love,
Adi
Watch the video here: It Isn’t Bad
It isn’t bad to want to feel better It isn’t bad to love the taste of sweet It isn’t bad to want to lift the weight of the pain It isn’t bad to want to feel good again It isn’t bad to want to travel to places other than here to find a new world a kinder place a taste of freedom and joy remember that? You are not wrong for wanting to know Love the Universal Love spoken by the experiences of our lives We want to live in a world which loves us We want to know a God who won’t hurt us a God who will lift us up We do not want the pain to win And so we reach toward a higher sensation it is the only way It is our only hope Because we the sensitives are ill-equipped for this dimension We are not made for this world Thus you have a child born to feel too much And then you hurt them badly and then tell them they may not speak of this pain So the suffering remains alive inside where it grows until the soul says feed me from some other source may it harm me in other ways But feed me whatever taste of Heaven is there for me for I cannot live without Divine Love any more You are not broken because you yearn for this treasure of a consciousness set free You are only able to long for beauty and bliss because you are these very qualities You search for yourself when you get high You know you are up there somewhere So end the game of believing in someone’s sin believing you are weak when you are above all one who feels You are more of the world not less You are deeper You are richer in a true worth Find the art in your journey to invite the struggle to make sense There is no home here for blame because it is all art And in this way please please know you are beautiful as you live this art Exquisite perfect really in every way Until from your perfection will arise a Divine presence in your life and everything else will drop away Everything else is for you to choose To be lifted up To let everything fall