It Isn't Bad to Want to Feel Good Again

A Frequency Offering

Dear friends;

Happy almost Spring Equinox, the day the Sun will cross the celestial equator, a day it is said one can stand raw eggs on end and they won’t fall over, a day to honour the light and the dark in equal measure. A day to light a fire, say a prayer, prepare to be reborn.

How are you feeling?

As a Sensitive I often experience the effects of energetic intensity, such as sleep disruption, heightened physical sensations, the fluidity of emotional release. I remember so clearly when I learned not to be afraid of my experiences, of the pain and transitions of the physical body, the expressions of memories rising up to be seen. I remember times when I watched as my body would shake in the presence of certain individuals, when accumulated energy would pool in my solar plexus and alert me to ancient memories of powerlessness, when fevers would suddenly arise out of nowhere, breaking down the barriers between dimensions and showing me powerful teachings about my own human vulnerabilities. The path of awakening is not likely to be one of ease.

I have come close to death several times. Known severe physical pain, experienced grave losses. I have loved and nurtured many children; I have faced experiences of devastating self-judgement and defeat. I have felt shame and passionate desire, profound insight and inspiration, utter alienation and complete alignment with the highest Love.

I have been called toward mysteries, over and over again, and still I work, every day, to forgive my own failings and to surrender ever more deeply to my truest Self and capacity to serve.

For years my received transmissions warned that there was a purpose within the call to intense inner processes experienced by some, and that it behoved us to clear our karmic patterning in readiness. They told of a time of widespread planetary fear ahead, a time when we would need our strength and courage. They spoke of encompassing deconstruction, to pave the way for utter rebirth. And now, without a doubt, that time is here.

For the Sensitives, and for all beings, how do we digest these dramatic days? What do we do with our hearts in times of such worry, such division, such strain. How do we stabilize our state, how do we find a root where we can hold on when everything turns upside down from one day to the next?  One thing I know for sure: my lifelong love of metaphysical matters and lived energetic experience supports me deeply in these times. I am profoundly grateful for all I have learned, all that has been given me, and I wish more than anything this same awareness could uplift all the world.

It is no accident that our capacity to connect and communicate, to be in unhampered physical closeness with other souls, has been profoundly contracted over the past two years. But there is no karmic experience which does not carry within it the power to catalyze deep change, and this acute experience of dualistic separation has been no exception. We are poised for a powerful return and awakening to a boundary-less state, for no mandates can stop our willingness to rise and live beyond the physical. The etheric knows no with-held permissions, no boundaries, no borders, no walls.

Please receive the offering of the words of the transmission below. They hold a frequency, a language, and you may find this frequency supports you.  Allow it into your heart, allow it into your emotional state, your field. If any words touch your heart, speak them aloud. I’d love to hear what you experience.

I wish you all the beauty of a foggy, early Spring day.

much love,

Adi

Watch the video here: It Isn’t Bad

It isn’t bad
to want to feel better
It isn’t bad
to love the taste
of sweet

It isn’t bad to want to lift
the weight of the pain

It isn’t bad to want
to feel good again

It isn’t bad
to want to travel
to places
other than here
to find a new world
a kinder place
a taste of freedom
and joy
remember that?

You are not wrong
for wanting to know Love
the Universal Love
spoken by
the experiences of our lives
We want to live
in a world which loves us
We want to know a God
who won’t hurt us
a God
who will lift us up

We do not want
the pain to win

And so we reach
toward a higher sensation
it is the only way
It is our only hope

Because we
the sensitives
are ill-equipped for this dimension
We are not made
for this world

Thus you have a child born
to feel too much
And then you hurt them
badly
and then tell them
they may not speak
of this pain

So the suffering remains
alive inside
where it grows until
the soul says
feed me
from some other source
may it harm me
in other ways
But feed me
whatever taste of Heaven
is there for me
for I cannot 
live without 
Divine Love
any more

You are not broken
because you yearn
for this treasure
of a consciousness set free
You are only able
to long for beauty and bliss
because you are
these very qualities
You search for yourself
when you get high
You know you are up there
somewhere

So end the game
of believing in someone’s sin
believing you are weak
when you are above all
one who feels

You are more of the world
not less
You are deeper
You are richer
in a true worth

Find the art
in your journey
to invite the struggle
to make sense
There is no home here
for blame
because it is all
art

And in this way
please
please
know you are beautiful
as you live this art
Exquisite
perfect really
in every way

Until from your perfection
will arise a Divine presence
in your life
and everything else
will drop away
Everything else
is for you to choose
To be lifted up
To let everything
fall