Dear Reader;
This is a message for those souls who are familiar with experiencing life through the lens of frequency, a perspective which lives beyond the confines of the material, the stage of our human theatre.
When we understand that every experience of suffering, trauma and fear holds a purpose as a catalyst to our awakening, we learn not to be afraid of the energy which moves through us as emotion. Instead we recognize the passions of our heart, spirit and body as the electrical voice of the soul.
In any deep work such as the Kore Process, psychodrama, Network Spinal Analysis, fascia release, plant medicine journeys or the myriad forms of somatic healing, memories of trauma which represent the antithesis of our wholeness must be released and purged. Just as the physical body asks to be cleansed, so too does the etheric body require processes of energetic hygiene.
This may unfold in subtle ways over time which elude our conscious awareness, or we may undertake clearing with efficiency and intention, but whether we know it or not, each one of us is on a path of purification which leads us ultimately to freedom from the illusion of our wounds.
This healing is the natural unfolding of our karmic agreement and we cannot fall off our path nor halt our travels no matter how we might try, but there are times when a purposeful and intense acceleration may come, even though we may not realize why nor recognize how. These are the days of such magnification. The time of miraculous, personal and collective healing has arrived.
Be watchful, and if such an opportunity arrives for you, do not be afraid.
We are never alone. We are never separate. And yet the choice to remember, to KNOW this as truth must be ours and ours alone. It cannot be manufactured, borrowed or forced. This is what, in our innocence, we call free will.
But remember, we are much, much more than the mind, more than mere memory, and the higher self, the holy Spirit within each one of us leads us in ways our human selves cannot yet imagine.
If you are familiar with your core wounds, your primary patterns, be aware in the days to come that they may arise before you to be witnessed as never before, to whatever extent they still live in your cellular memory.
It may begin with a significant life event, a recurring relationship conflict, a deep dream, or a momentary trigger as simple as line in a poem which enters your heart like a dagger. It may also seem to have no clear initiation at all, but rather build up in your field over days and days until you feel as if you might collapse or explode.
However it begins, once it starts it will escalate profoundly, and like a plug pulled from a dam, the great and powerful waters will flood with unstoppable strength.
If and when such an opportunity is given to you, do not turn away. Do not distract or numb yourself. Do not panic or run. Instead open your arms and your heart to the power of the miraculous, for you are in this moment, as in every moment, in the arms of your Creator.
If it is guilt you hold, you may be presented with feelings of regret and shame in such full force that suddenly you cannot breathe, your eyes swell shut and you cannot raise up your head to see beyond the burning dark.
If old grief has been your familiar companion, be ready for heartbreak to rise like a tidal wave until it feels like your own death is immanent, and the raking sobs come such that you fear you may drown.
If abandonment has been your greatest fear, expect that some small suggestion of separation, a face in a photograph, the melody of an old song, may suddenly shatter your heart in a matter of moments into shards of devastating loneliness beyond appropriate reason. You may feel as if you are the last soul alive in the world.
However real this guilt, grief or abandonment seems during these waves of pain, this is key: view the experience as the loving hands of Source grasping you tight and wringing out all that is not true, all that was the lie, all that, in its darkness was the initiation of your true Being. Your pain is leaving. Leaving. Leaving forever. You are not falling backward into old terrors, you are cleansing your soul.
Wherever your greatest suffering has walked, you will be asked to remember it. Be it betrayal, persecution, denial of self, cruel suppression or one’s own acts of violence or vengeance, we have all lived these wounds, lifetime upon lifetime. These memories have lived in our DNA and upon reincarnation generated our character traits, personalities and unconscious habits, and attracted to us the relationships and experiences of this life.
It is time be cleansed, in one sense to begin again, and in another, to return to the alignment which is our most ancient God Self, our own unhampered Divine nature. The true self we have been all along.
In the allowing of episodes of such clearing, do not try to control it nor project your suffering upon others, but instead claim your release as the purification it is meant to be. Allow the flow as you would allow your most gracious and bountiful tears to fall; censor nothing, and make every sound and motion full-throated and sacred.
Wail and moan from the voice of the tiny child within, honouring each breath, and as it pours forth in its fullness, watch for an approaching tipping point, the inevitable event horizon where your pain reaches completion and ends its cycle of life in your world.
It may be hours, or it may be minutes from the first pang of fear, but if your surrender is without bounds and in full soul level permission, the conclusion will come, perhaps as suddenly as it began.
In the following spacious emptiness, you may not recognize yourself, so long have you looked into a mirror clouded by guilt, grief and loss. You will still know and taste your human heart, but it will be free, more free than ever before, as the tightly bound cords of karmic imprints unravel as if they had never been.
This is spiritual magic, nothing less, and it is a blessing offered by the grace of your Creator. Once the territory of shamans and gurus, these processes are now available to many. These are moments of the readiness of your being to transmute into a new realm, as ancient memories of suffering no longer claim you as host. You are now empty, you are true, you are real.
If there is a key to welcoming this kind of healing spell, it is to develop the habit of soul level surrender, beyond logic, beyond the layers of protections you have carried for years. We are asked to hone the discipline to fall into the arms of Trust, no matter how dark the moment may seem, for here lies the most grave courage which may be asked of a soul. It is the greatest irony that we are the ones who keep our most profound joy at bay. We were never lost. We were never dark. We were never, ever alone.
Welcome to the days of vibrational mastery. The old rules no longer apply. Illusions must fall, it is universal law. Time is Now. True soul freedom reigns.
much love, Adi
PS..
If you are not familiar with the classic, archetypal tale of Going On a Bear Hunt, have a listen. As you do, remember these principles:
The path of our healing is a journey (or hunt) to identify and release our karmic fears.
We heal in reverse order, that is, we begin with our most recent traumas and work our way backward (deeper) to our most primal wounds. We must taste (revisit) and acknowledge these familiar experiences on the way home, returning to our place of peace.
The cave of the bear is the heart of our wound. A cave is a room (a womb) with one door, which is both entrance and exit. It is the place where prevarication and denial end.
Everything you have ever wanted lives on the other side of your fear.
If I could adapt this story, I would change only the ending. I would allow the bear into the house, and invite him into bed with the whole family, where we would discover he is powerless to harm us in any way. He would simply dissolve, like the mirage he has always been.
Enjoy.